UPDATE!!

okay its been a long time since i blogged, sorry! after exams, i've been busy with school and going to malaysia to help people aand all that. here we go...

as always, life couldnt get any worse than it is now. my dad just went for an eye operatoinand he will be at home for 2 weeks!!!!!!! he is already giving me a headache 24/7 BUT NOW HE WILL BE HOME FOR SO LONG! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

im very sick now... my nose is leaking so much, im sneezing, i got fever and a cough. haih.. life sucks! tmr is the last day of school so i have to go. the teachers will be telling us about the school holiday lessons. but why should we go for lessons during the HOLIDAYS???? so stressful just thinking about it!

oops! sorry g2g now! gonna but some ice cream! byeee!

so are we friends??

about 3 weeks ago, one of my closest friends slowly stopped talking to me and i did not know why. i asked her why and she just said she was tired. so i left her alone. few days later, her friend asked me if i lied to her before. thats when i 100% knew something was wrong. i cant take any more drama than i have now so i just leave her alone. i texted her twice asking why she is ignoring me but no response. so now im just a plain dumb loner in class going thru exams. and that suckz to the max!

sometimes, the people you love are the ones who hurt you the most. and there's nothing you can do about it but just to turn the other cheek. so now im just relaxing at home. my parents are in JB for a while but coming back soon. nothing new. struggling thru my horrid exams! i got my biology & chemistry paper next week then im done for the year! yippeee!!! hahaha!

like i always say, life's a climb, but the view is great...byeee

i miss my mommy!

there was a family emergency and my mom had to fly to australia to help...
in the past, i always wanted to live without my parents. i always tried so damn hard to get out of the house, accepting any offer from friends to go out. but when i heard that my mom was leaving for 2 weeks, i was heartbroken...

now that she is gone, i miss her. last night, i cried myself to sleep... i have to do the laundry, find my own food, wake up by myself... its not as easy as it sounds cause im used to my mom helping me. i still need my mommy. who is gonna make milo for me at night?? i tried to do it but it tasted terrible! 

now i really appreciate my mommy much more than before for all the little things she does for me - making tasty milo! so i cant wait till she comes home!! byeee!

MY BEST FRIEND MAX!!

max at 4 months:)

the first day he walked in my house!

he climbed onto my laps and slept for 2 hours...i didnt move...

how he usually sleeps in the kitchen ...

just relaxing after school:)

how he likes to hug me!!

his 1st birthday...

my mom giving max treats!

his last day at the beach with me..=(

just another day....

hey hey! its just another day today....actually, its teachers day! had an extremely funny show at school which was done by the students and the teachers! the whole thing was hillarious!

my dad's friend told him that he needed a temporary place to keep his golden retreiver for less than a month! i am sooo excited BUT DAD BEING HIS USUAL "DESTROY EVERY GOOD IDEA" SELF said NO...hmph....so im sad.

well, im just listening to music now sending emails and chillin! g2g now... I WANNA BECOME A BILLIONARE! ....im working on it...byee!

life's a climb....hope the view is great...

well.. its just another miserable day....saw someone that i didnt want to see at all ...

alot of things has gone wrong in the past 2 weeks....got exam results back... and 1001 more problems... i wish everything would just stop or at least slow down.

love, its always worth it. its a friend that holds your hand when nobody understands. it wants to heal you. but you have to open up when you need a little love....EVERYONE DESERVES IT!

thanks for being there for me whenever i needed you...

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wow its been ages since i blogged! sorry! been busy with school work and studies! my exams are next week monday! according to my mom, if i pass all my subjects, i can get a dog or get max back.... that will be that best...so im working towards that..
now... my life has been okay so far.... celebrated my dog's birthday, max, on last saturday although it really is on sunday...the 29th july:) he is 1 years old:) and gosh he is super tall....almost my height....im still now growing....my 11 year old cousin is almost as tall as me.. im super sad about that.
anywayz...i got to go now for my CCA....gotta take time and climb till the 4th floor.........bye bye!!